There is a tawny neighborhood cat that sleeps on our deck chairs. When I walk to the car, or come home, she looks up at me, hoping to get a deep rub under her chin. I usually oblige. It doesn't take long, and seems to please her.
The electric keyboard that sits under the window looking out on that deck is
always alert and ready for John to wake up the sounds trapped inside. I am not sure if the chords are capable of the same yearning as the cat, but they spring out of the speakers as if they are.
John wrote a song that is more bluesy than his usual style. The title is Love Came Down and we will perform it in church this week. He has played it half a dozen times a day for the sheer joy of singing, as much as to practice the
fingering.
The words paint a contrast between the elements that have been particularly weighty of late, and the potential for change.
There was blindness and confusion, there was darkness in this place. But since Love came down we see you face to face, dear Lord, we see you face to face.
I've been trapped in addiction, it's been hell and slavery. But when Love came down You came to set us free, dear
Lord, You came to set us free.
Will the anger and the hatred and the fightin' ever cease? Cause when Love came down You gave us hope for peace dear Lord, You gave us hope for peace.
Well there's heartbreak, pain and sufferin', oh there's trouble every day. But when Love comes down You wipe the tears away dear Lord, You wipe the tears away.
Practicing is a welcome interruption to the hustle that squeezes
into the gap between Thanksgiving and Christmas. John was leaning over his keyboard trying to hammer out the new database, then went to the living room and plunked on the bench. I was wrestling with a quilt under the needle, and heard him begin, which beckoned me to come sit beside him.
The images of anger and heartbreak are too poignant to be hypothetical. In the larger world, my local community, and the dynamics of our own home we all
strain under the burden.
Yesterday I paused my own needs to go wash a friend's dishes. Which were piled on the counters and in the sink. I sang while I rinsed.
That evening my sweet daughter listened to me unload about things that were troubling me, and then wrapped her arms around me for a long hug.
And in those moments, love came down.