The minister on Sunday talked about shadows.
An artist had her paintings on display. In a series of three there was one with only light colors, one with only darks and a third that incorporated both. Clearly the first two were both unfinished and unsatisfying. It is when the palette includes dual elements that there
can be depth.
We were given black sheets and small sticks, and told to scratch away and see what happened. The room hummed with children and grown ups all finding the bright colors hidden beneath the veneer. Then we were serenaded by a quintet of musicians to a gorgeous piece based on psalm 23. The lead singer's voice pierced through any shadows I had been hiding under, and blessed all of us to overflowing.
I do not need to
scratch very long to find the dark places in my life and marriage that have brought a dimension that cannot show up when everything goes according to plan.
Rather than simply reading the lesson, which was the psalm, he invited all of us to recite or follow along with him. I welcomed being part of the throbbing chorus of voices. There are such a deluge of issues I am unsure of in my life, the familiarity of words that reach back into my childhood is
soothing. The rocking ship that is the economy, and the state of the union feels less ominous when I proclaim that I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. As if I mean it.
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in the path of righteousness for His name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow
of death I will fear no evil, for you are with me. Your rod and your staff they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil. My cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. Psalm 23