Having completed the five commissioned quilts people ordered for Christmas gifts, as well as finishing six felted puppy ornaments and finally the pink and blue dress for a four year old... my sewing to do list was blank. 

 

Then the phone rang.

 

"Do you have time for one more?" she asked. 

 

My interest was keen. She described her grandchild and the colors she prefers. I took notes. We chatted about designs and background choices. Then she said those magic words. 

 

"I trust you."

 

It is an enormous relief when people express what they would like, with the caveat that they believe I will do well by them. There are a myriad of decisions with every project, even if it is a familiar pattern like a star or one block wonder. How wide to make the border. Whether it needs a second frame as well. Stipple quilting vs. in the ditch. Thread shade for said quilting. Skinny or thick binding. 

 

It is handy to be able to snap a photo like I did of button choices for the pink dress. Her mother thought cupcake ones would be best. So be it. I was able to finish up the sleeves and hem while she was probably occupied putting her children to bed across town. I imagined the joy that will erupt on Christmas morning when she puts it on for the first time. Years ago when my own daughter was small, I knew she would love a purple flowered flannel nightgown with ribbons. I made one, and then for fun sewed one for her doll. When she opened the doll dress first, she was so eager to wear it she tried to put it on. But it would not go over her head. 

 

I have completed over a thousand projects and some things that look rather messy midstream are actually under control. 

 

There are days when I worry. My marriage is lackluster. I don't do enough chores. The country is unraveling. 

 

Other times, I can recall that God will do well by me, and manage to pray those three words. 

 

"I trust You."

 

Even if it is messy in the middle.